Crushes

Warning: Loads of grammar mistakes, If you're a grammar nazi, please, for your own good, don't read my posts or you will go crazy. Please note that if anything negative happens to you while reading this post, it is not my fault, thank you very much :I

Everyone has a crush, EVERYONE!(well almost everyone) Some people not only has one, but has more than that, just like me! :D
So this happened like few weeks ago, I decided to told my friend(Jasmine) that is not so good at keeping secrets that I like Loki(I decided to use a fake name for him, to make sure that IF he sees this, he will not know it is me). After like a few days, I gave permission to Jasmine for telling Andrew that who I like, AFTER another week, Andrew went over to Loki's place and told Loki that I like him. I did not plan that! Loki din't said anything to me about that thing though, but still, he act like it is not awkward to borrow from me or ask me on homework stuff. But still...he moved places to those popular girls over at the front when the teacher is not the strict type, I was so dissapointed when I see him laughing happily with them...

  Andrew and Jasmine kept helping me to get a better relationship(not that kind of relationship) with Loki, but I think it's no use, I'm not pretty like those girls, My skin is gross(I suffer from eczema), I'm just normal looking. When he changed places to sit at the popular area, talking with the people THERE I feel sad inside, and angry at the same time, I hate him, but when he stays at his place, I enjoy it. I'm kinda an introvert, so I don't talk to him, the person that I laugh with are only my close friends. Without Jasmine though, I will be lonely forever and can't make new friends, I make friends through Jasmine, but the friends I make through her are acquaintance-type of friends.
 
  When you like someone at school, every morning when you wake up, you will have ugghh-school-no-I'm-going-back-to-bed-oh-wait-I-get-to-see-him/her-I-must-go feeling, but now, I don't have that feeling much since I knew that Loki knew I liked him, I need to find another target  so that I can get that feeling, it's more like a motivation to go to school or something, hmmm..too serious, SQUEEEEEE (random seriousness killer fangirl-scream) but I just can't find a target...

I-ask,you-answer question(s):
1) What do you like most about your crush?
2) Do you and your crush talk random stuff? Like BFFs do?